Maintaining Friendships

The older I have gotten the more of a low maintenance friend I have become. I don’t require a lot of attention. My boyfriend is also a low maintenance friend. I assume it’s because we’re best friends to each other and for us that’s enough attention. That doesn’t mean we don’t have or need other

Hitting Restart

I could feel change coming but I wanted to deny it. I wanted to fight it. I am not one who can be JUST content. I need to be happy or whatever I’m doing doesn’t work for me. Recently, the job I loved became the job I couldn’t wait to leave. It became what I

Reaching for More

I’m actually writing this on my phone as I wait to clock in to work. I had a off week the other week. I made no blog posts until the end of the week and it was about meditation. I felt like it was lousy, even though I do love meditation, I just wasn’t inspired.

Learning a Positive Lifestyle

If you knew me in high school, you would know that I was negative. But, that was often a cover because I’m not comfortable opening up to people in such a public place. Still, I could be very negative outside of school as well. Going into highschool was difficult for me. Not only did I

Leaving 2018, Welcoming 2019

”The beginning is the most important part of the work.” -Plato As we welcome the New Year, we tend to make resolutions. Some find that cheesy, I think it’s fun. I wanted to share some of my goals through categories and really break them down. I have three categories for myself: health, school, and relationships.

Striving for More

I had a off week the other week. I made no blog posts until the end of the week and it was about meditation. I felt like it was lousy, even though I do love meditation, I just wasn’t inspired. That week I felt sad, mad, and nothing at the same time. It can be

Stop Telling Me About My Future

“Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.” Carol Burnett When I was a senior in high school, I was SO ready to graduate. To be honest, high school wasn’t for me. It was forced and we didn’t do much learning or work. It’s kind of like we were there

Stress Handling Tips

I’m almost always stressed. It’s just me. To a point, I thrive on it. But like anyone else, it can wear us down and get exhausting. I’m trying to tackle it. Every week I promise to get more organized or work harder on my homework, but I eventually lose motivation. To add on to it,

Anxiety Filled Week

We all have them. But the pressure in my chest, the desire to do absolutely nothing, and the constant exhaustion is nothing I can prepare for. It used to drain me. It used to ruin me. Anxiety fucking sucks. But this week I was proud. Yes, I got bummed. Yes, I started to shut down.

Priorities and Balance

Last Monday I said I would let you know how I was doing with my habits. Well, I was on a roll, I was at the gym, taking vitamins, eating healthy, thinking positive thoughts, but then, suddenly, life got crazy. To sum it up, I had so much homework, I also had a party that